• Jilly

To All the Boys I Loved: My Red Audi

Updated: Oct 23, 2021

Loving him is like driving a new Maserati down a dead-end street

Faster than the wind, passionate as sin, ending so suddenly

Loving him is like trying to change your mind

Once you're already flying through the free fall

Like the colors in autumn, so bright, just before they lose it all

Taylor Swift compared her relationship with a Maserati, I'll compare mine to an Audi because that's the car brand he loved.

Ever had someone you loved so much and then all of a sudden, they're gone? I had that.

Imagine, being with the man of your dreams, planning everything you want in your life with him, loving him with all your heart, making sure you don't fuck this one up, preparing to leave everything for him then he just decided that you're not good enough for him.

This man waited ten years to be with me and I honestly had no idea. We were friends for the longest time and I just didn't do anything about it since I was always in a relationship when he was single, when he had a relationship I was single. It was just never a good time for us until 2021.